I`ve been thinking.. In may it will be two years since I had a taste of alcohol and two and a half years since drugs. I do exercise, yoga and meditation every day, but I som time wonder (dark times), what is the point and where is the progress? Then I looked at this picture from easterholiday with brother in law, daughter and older sister. 5 days of pure joy on my sisters cottage, crosscountry skiing, hours of board game and with no focus on my ego, drinking self who could ruin such beautiful moments before.
Even if some days are a little down, they could be a lot worse and when I look at this picture I am thinking; wow.. this is progress in every way.. enjoying the moments with the people I love. What else is there to search for..