Hmm.. I will do this in english as well. I don`t know, but I might connect with someone worldwide and that`s a thought I like.. Well; It`s time to start my blog. I have waited enough.. Procrastination (a word I like!! from latin’s “procrastinare”, that translates in to : the prefix pro-, ‘forward’, and suffix -crastinus, ’till next day’ from cras, ‘tomorrow’) is the avoidance of doing a task that needs to be accomplished. Sometimes, procrastination takes place until the “last minute” before a deadline. Procrastination can take hold on any aspect of life—putting off cleaning the stove, repairing a leaky roof, seeing a doctor or dentist, submitting a job report or academic assignment or broaching a stressful issue with a partner. Procrastination can lead to feelings of guilt, inadequacy, depression and self-doubt. Wikipedia). What am I going to write about? the most important now is to write, to begin!! My thoughts will be transferred as directly as possible to my blog through my fingers, the keyboard and a whole lot of tecnology I don`t have the slightest idea of how is working. How the human mankind have managed to create all these machines, which bring me the hole world right in front of me by pushing on my keyboard, even talking to another person on the other side of the world, just holding a tiny thing to my ear, I will never understand!! You might explain the principles and everything, but honestly!! what the f… it is amazing!! such brains come from another planet then mine. As you understand; I will not write much about tecnology and gadgets in my blog.
This will be a kind of diary, but I guess the main theme will be selfdevelopment in different forms. This is not a sad story; but a journey from the days when my breakfast consisted of a needle with speed and subutex and my supper consisted of half a litre vodka (the meals rest of the day were a nice coctail of pills, hasj and a plate of spagetti with sausages), till where I am today where my breakfast consists of yoga/meditation and drugs and alcohol are deleted from the menu. A journey from beeing a sworn drugalcoholic/alcoholicdrugaddict till a super clean and sober dude. A travel from hights and low valleys, anxiety and bad self esteem to a stable existence, good psyche and therefor much better self esteem. I have seen how low I can get mentally and will now explore how much I can turn around these patterns in my brain. Is it possible to live a life without intoxication, with equanimety and pleasure? I have come quiet far, but it is a long way to go (and I guess it will never stop). I live in a small town in the north of Norway, so most of the yoga I get from youtube. Therefore if you have tips yoga or meditation wise (selfdevelopment), feel free to leave a comment.. Yes!! I have begun my blog.. another step has been taken..